All rights resereved. Copyright April 22, 2008 by Ardor (ardorotica@gmail.com). The following story is intended for personal use by adults only. No reproduction either digitally or in print is permitted without the expressed written consent of the author. By downloading this story the reader professes to be an adult and that the material is legal in the area in which the reader resides.This isn't a story. It's *NOT* fiction. It's the real life diary of what I've actually done. Because it's real and it did happen I want it to stay anatomous. So you'll notice that it's very vague as to who I am. I don't think it effects the diary or is even very important. If it helps imagine me as whoever you'd like. However these are the very real thoughts and deeds of someone who was naked outside.
Entry 1
We spend a lot of time naked in our apartment. It's not unusual for us to come home from work, take off our clothes and just hang around naked. Sometimes it leads to naughtiness and sex , sometimes it's just a naked couch cuddle and tv. Anyway, we also have a cat and just before bed is when we usually clean the cat box. Being that we live in a four floor walk up we don't run down stairs every time we have some thing to throw out. We usually just leave it outside the door and take it down to the trash in the morning on the way out to work. That night I opened the front door to the apartment naked with a bag of kitty poo. There's only one other apartment on our floor and we rarely see them at night so I wasn't to worried about being caught. I stood there for a moment in the doorway naked and the urge to just step out into the hall way over took me. We're on the top floor and the stairway that leads to the roof was right in front of me. We live in a very busy neighborhood but I've checked (clothed) and you can't been seen from most of the roof. So as I stood there naked in the doorway I thought about just running up those stairs out onto the roof. I also thought about the fact that I didn't have a front door key and our front door locks when it closes. It just seemed like an ASN story come to life. Well that is if I had gotten locked out naked anyway.
Entry 2
I was alone in the apartment last night and naked as usual. I thought about sneaking up to the roof. I guess it's the excitement of being naked some where you're not supposed to be and the danger of getting caught that keeps bringing it to mind. Being that there's no one home but me I'd never get back into the apartment alone. I thought about wearing the spare key on a rope around my neck. The cold metal slapping against my skin as I ran naked up the stairs to the roof seemed very exciting. It also seemed fitting that the key would be the only thing I'd wear. Now I have a way to get up and back with out getting caught. All I need is the nerve to do it.
Entry 3
I got up this morning and stumbled into the kitchen, naked of course, to feed the cat. After I set down the bowl I walked into the hallway and looked at the front door. It was still early in the morning, about ten to seven. On a whim I went to the front door and opened it up. Looking around I saw and heard nothing. I took a step out into the hallway and closed the door behind me. I didn't let it shut all the way of course. That would have locked me out. I just let the latch lean against the door frame. For all intense purposes the door was closed behind me. I could feel the cold metal of the door up against my naked ass as I stood in the hallway. Just in front of me was the staircase going down. Off to my left was the staircase going to the roof. I thought about it for a minute. All I had to do was walk maybe ten feet to my right and up a staircase and I'd be naked on the roof. Naked and odds are pretty safe. I was so tempted but then I remembered that I had to get ready for work or I'd be late. Without a thought I just went back into the apartment and into the bathroom to take my morning shower. I was really excited though. I use a moisturizing Dove body wash and it's really soapy and creamy. As I rubbed it all over my body I started to do more then wash myself. The window in our shower looks out the front of our building. I looked out the window and imagined all the people walking by were watching me masturbate in the shower. As my right hand did what it does best my left hand sneaked around my body and between my cheeks. In annominity I can admit that I love the feeling of my own slippery butt hole. As I looked out the window and imagined myself being watched in all my naked wet masturbating glory I had a really nice orgasm.
Entry 4
I did it. I actually did it... After my shower this morning I had to take out the garbage in the bathroom. Still naked with a towel wrapped around my shoulders to hold my long wet hair I took the garbage to the front door. I opened the door a couple of inches and looked out into the hallway to see if anyone was around. It was probably about 7 AM in the morning and the hallway was totally silent. I opened the door all the way and put the garbage outside the door so I wouldn't forget to take it down when I left for work. Then feeling daring I stepped out into the hallway and let the door almost close behind me. Once again I stood naked in the hallway with the cold metal of the door brushing up against my ass.
I looked at the stairs going down and I looked at the stairs going up to the roof. The door to our neighbor's apartment was almost at the foot of the staires. I would have to walk right past it to go to the roof. I had gotten up and out of the shower ten minutes early this morning. Maybe it was the extra time or I just felt extra daring this morning but whatever it was the temptation was just to much. I made sure the door was resting on the latch so I'd be able to get back in and ran on my toes to the staires going up to the roof. It is deffenetly different running naked. Everything bounced around as I sort of tip toed ran up the staires. I felt very exposed but also really excited being naked in such an open place. When I got to the top of the staires I had to open the latch to the door. It was just an eye screw on the door frame and a hook on the door but you'd be surprised at how much more consentration it takes to do even such a simple task when you're doing something you're not supposed to be.
I looked down at my neighbor's door and realized that if they opened it at this exact moment I would be caught dead. There was now where to hide and the only place I could run would be the roof. There was no other exit and I'd eventually have to come back down past them. The realization gave me a sort of dangerous thrill. My body reacted and I turned back to the latch and opened it quickly. Stepping outside I closed the door behind me and looked around. There was nothing in front of me but trees. There's a park across the street from us but even if there was someone in the park at this time of morning the door to the roof is far enough back from the edge that the angle would be to steep for anyone to see me at this point. I looked out around me as I stood naked on the roof. It was a grey morning and it was drizzling outside. It was a bit chilly but not cold enough to bother me. Oddly enough the weather made it more exciting because it made me feel more naked. I took a few steps forward and looked behind me. I could clearly see a few windows of the top floor of the building behind the one I live in. It was really unlikely that anyone was around to look out of them and see me but all the same I took a few steps to my right so that I was hidden by the door to the roof. Then I walked to the edge ot the building and looked down on the street. Our building has sort of a half wall at the front of the building. At this point even if someone were to see me looking over the edge of the roof from the street below they'd only see me from the shoulders up. In fact from the alngle of the street the only thing they might see is my head.
I was really excited at this point and tempted to masturbate. I even touched myself a little bit but I started to get nervous about being caught so instead I quickly walked back to the door. The funy thing is I couldn't find the door handle at first. The idea of me being trapped naked on the roof flashed through my head. I paniced for a minute until I realized that the reason I couldn't see it was because the outside of the door was painted black and the handle wasn't a knob like you would usually see on a door. It was more like a cabinet handle. Sort of a U shape with the ends of the U screwed to the door. It was either rusty or painted black as well. I pulled it open and stepped back onto the stairs inside the building. As I ran down the staires and past my neighbor's door I thought this was a stupid risk and if I was caught by her I'd never hear the end of it. She's a chatty gossip and everyone in the neighbor hood would probably know. I had visions of her on the other side of her door looking at me through her peep hole and laughing at me as I bounced awkwardly naked back inside my apartment. I kept thinking what a stupid risk I'd taken and that I shoudln't ever do it again.
Of course sitting here now writing this I realise that the roof of our building connects to the building next to us. I could easily sneak out onto my roof and then over to that roof. How exciting would that be! How dangerous and stupid would that be? I'd be one hundred times more likely to get caught. This isn't some fictional story. I'd probably get in trouble... Not to mention humileated beyond explination. Although if I did it *REALLY* late one week night I might be safer. The dark would hide me better...
Entry 5
Oh my god! I can't believe what I just did and what happened... My down fall always seems to be when I have extra time in the morning... I look at the clock and see that I have time to kill and before I know it I'm naked out side my apartment door...
This time I went crazy. At first I just stood out side the apartment door and felt that pull up stairs. Before I went though I tossed the towel around my shoulders back inside so that I was absoluetly naked from head to toe. Not a stitch of clothes on or around me. Then I got my video recorder. It's one of those tiny ones that you can get at CVS. A friend of mine fixed it so that I can download the videos myself. No way I was taking this to the drug store!
At first I just stood outside the door again. Then I tried balancing the camera on the staiway handrail so I could take some video of me coming out of the apartment naked. The handrail is sort of half round so it wouldn't balance. I just said fuck it and bounced totally naked up the staires and out onto the roof. Then looking around my heart pounding like a drum I ran to the half wall opposite the door to the roof and turned on the video camera and placed it facing the door. Running back I went back inside and then came out again. Standing there for a few minutes to get some video of me naked on the roof by the door I then decided that it was time to try the roof next door! I ran and got the video recorder and took some shots of the view from the aparatment. I'm moving soon and it's going to get to cold to do this in a month or two so I wanted some memories. After I had a quick pan around the roof I set the camera down facing the direction I was going to run. I had no idea at all what the camera would capture or if it was even pointing at me but there wasn't much time to set up a shot. Then looking around I just ran! I couldn't be seen from my right. I was to far away from anything. My left was a different story. There was row after row of apartment buildings whose back windows could easily see me. There was a small wall, only about a foot high, between the roof of my building and the next building. I jumped over it and got the biggest shock of my life. The roof to the next building connected to the one I was on as well! So did the next one and the one after that. In fact it looked like the whole block of buildings connect all the way to the end! I had visions of running naked across the entire block. I only got about halfway down the block before I decided it was getting to risky. I went over at least four roofs though. My heart was pounding like a jack hammer the entire time! The funny thing was while I was very excited I was to nervous to be turned on.
On the third roof I went on there was a weight holding the door to their roof closed. I suddenly had thoughts of me opening the door to their roof and running into a strange building naked! I even tried the door and it did move but I didn't open it.
I went to the edge of the last building I ran to and looked over the back. I could see down into the backyards of all the buildings. I didn't see anyone in any of the windows looking out at me. I only looked for a minute or two before it felt like it was time to leave. Then I started back to my roof. It seemed much farther away then it did to get out there. Finally I saw my roof and felt relieved. I picked up the video camera and shut it off. Then I went to open the door. It wouldn't open! I paniced! This was just to much like a nude in public story. I had no way to get a hold of anyone. I would be stuck out there until who knows when! Probably until I was caught. Of course that's when I heard police sirens. The city I live in that's not at all unusual and I knew they weren't coming for me but it felt like they were. I pryed open the door enough to see that somehow the hook and eye bold had fallen together again. It must have been when I went back in and came out to make the video. I couldn't reach it though. My fingers weren't thin enough to fit through the crack. I ran around the roof looking for something long enough to fit through the crack. I was really paniced. I found a twisted piece of metal but there was a plastic thing at both ends and I couldn't get it through. Then I found a long thin strip of wood. That fit through but I couldn't get the hook out of the damned eye! I tried lifting it with the wood but it curved under a little so I couldn't get it up. Then I tried turning the eye but it wouldn't turn enough to let go of the hook. Then the wood broke. I was really beginning to feel like I was gonna be stuck up there all day. Finally like a desperate trapped animal I just pulled on the door. I didn't think I was gonna have the strength to open it at first. It wasn't giving a bit but then the eye bolt just fell on the floor and the door opened. I can't even begin to describe the feeling of relief I felt when that door opened. I went inside, back down the stairs, into my apartment and right into my bedroom to masturbate. I laid down on the bed and was able to watch the last video of myself as my fingers did their magic. All I could really see was a bad shot of my naked legs walking away from the camera and then me jumping over that one foot wall but it was enough to do the job.
I don't know if I'll ever do this again. Getting locked out naked was really scary. Maybe, and I mean, maybe, if I can figure out a way to make sure I won 't get locked out again but right now I don't know...
I felt the desire to try it again this morning. It's November now so it's starting to get colder. However today it was a nice morning. I couldn't help thinking that it would be a nice morning for a naked stroll on the roof but I didn't do it. I'm a little worried I'm getting addicted to the addrenalin rush of it all. I'll do it again, maybe, when I want to not when some strange desire over takes me. I want to make sure I'm in control of this not he other way around.
I have been toying with the idea of documenting these little excursions a little more. Pictures and better video. However I wouldn't expect me to post them anywhere.
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